new xanga sn.. abstraktism -=) enjoy

03.03.03 @ 3:33 pm.. finally made it official -=)

repeat: no letting go - wayne wonder
mood:  babe.. uve given me an everlasting smile -=)

step two.. close up -=)
You personify the word "amazing"
Being around you is better than stargazing
You touch is the only touch I want to feel
Because I know...what we share is real
The strength of our bond has become so strong
And we've been patient for so long
but before i ask what im about to ask
i want to asure you...i wear no mask
i promise ill stay downe for you
i promise ill stay faithful and true
by your side, i shall stand
together as one..hand in hand
so hold me now.. no letting go
ill wait for you..if you say no
within my heart i have no doubt
baby..you're what its all about

we've finally gone official.. after what?! 5 months.. gosh deng -=) well.. our jouney has only begun.. -muwahs-.. 823 jess.. you know you got me!!  babe.. today u gave me an everlasting smile .. sigh.. lets make it last.. YAY .. omg babes.. ur sooo gay hahahaha -=x

-[ meg and jess .. 030303 8:40 pm ]- gone official -=)
 

.:[ spinnin - mesmerize by JA RULE n ashanti ]:.
.:[ mood - still smiling.. nuff said -=) ]:.

whoa.. this weekend was ROQN!! i had a blast.. hmm.. i havnt updated this shin-dig in a couple days.. whoa! megan miss a day? NEVER! haha well.. i was kinda busy.. and hardly even on.. okie.. well heres the summery of my weekend

FRIDAY: took pictures today! me, hazel, bao, and jerome.. we went belt crazy!! -=) uhhh.. sportin my GIRLS shirt.. hahaha high five

click here to see the studio pics YyYyEeEeAaAaHhHh

after that.. i hit up monica'z bday party -=/ it was what i expected it to be.. the "possy" getting fcuked up as usual.. YAY .:[ JESSICA - MY ANTI-DRUG ]:. huh babes.. yYyYyEeEeAaAaHhHh -=)  but atleast i was there to give moni some love.. me and jes got into a fight.. cuz yeah.. earlier that day.. she got hella mad at something her ex'z new boyfriend did.. and it made me realized.. like.. jes has become my everything.. and nothing could tear us apart.. but just the fact that she got hurt by her ex and ish.. (yuck) made me think like.. maybe our feelings arnt the same towards eachother.. and that i could lose her.. but blah.. she proved me wrong..huh babes?.. lets make it last

saturday: THE WEDDING! yay.. it was soooo cozy.. -=) i didnt cry!! but bao did.. haha.. dork.. mm.. i would post pictures.. but!! yeah.. her dress was beautiful! but dayam.. 2 hour drive to sac-town and back.. my butt was ASLEEP! and the worst part.. was i started my rag in sac-town! DAYAM! it was all gravy though.. yay! second farthest place ive been wtih my babes

then saturday night i snuck out and hit up EDGIES with my babes jes, lady, jae, bao, jerome, and carol.. and we met up with christine, reah, and rosana -=) yay.. good times.. i didnt get home till 2ish.. ZzZz

well.. that was my weekend -=) sigh.. good times.. -muwahs- i miss u soooo much babes.. have fun today with ur family! its about time u spent quality time with them.. YAY! i can call u anyways.. CUZ MY BABY GOT A CELL PHONE! whoo hoooo! its soo kyoote.. and its metro.. so i can talk to her all day everyday.. i just cant text her -=/ sigh.. issok.. she knows she gots me

|| hug of the day || aww.. rubes.. sigh.. it hella sucks wen SHyT HAPPENS.. deng.. gurl.. no worries.. it'll be okay in the end.. and if its not then its not the end.. L.S.A all the way.. keep ur head up rubes.. that way you can see everything return to normal -=)

-[ meg & jes  030203 1:35 pm ]- the perfect pair -=)
 

.:[ spinnin - gotta be - jagged edge ]:.
.:[ mood - giggly.. and extremely happy ]:.

wow.. today was GREAT! school was hella kick back.. hehe take photos.. watch commercials.. ENGLISH still sucked.. and we had a sub in math.. high five! and i wrote my baby another poem today.. i like this one better then yesterdays -=) herre it goes..

contemplating our future, anticipating to see
how truly happy we can be
you are my day, you are my night
jess, you are everything, left and right
you are the light that illuminates the dark
and reveals the path which we are to embark
together again, hand in hand
no expectations, no wedding band -=P
naw but foreals, no joking around
ill be there to catch you before u hit the ground
no need to rush no need at all
like I said.. ill be there if u fall

within my past “the words” were spoken
only to experience the promises broken
so this time around, my time ill take
to make sure this bond will never break
you say you’re scared, you say you’re falling
will it remain the same wen she comes calling?
you’ve felt this for her, how sure can you be
wen you let her go, only recently
regardless of that, together we’ll ride
remembering our mistakes nd the tears we cried
we grow each day and through out the weeks
within each other we’ll find what we seek
so take my hand.. and hold it tight
wen the time comes.. we'll know its right
no need to rush.. no need at all
like I said before.. ill be there if u fall

sigh.. hehehe soo yeah.. after school was the best part.. i suprised my babes at her school.. then at 5ish we scooped up ruby and her guy -=) (L.S.A all the way!! ) and headed over to cataldi! and i took pics of rubes and *him* for photo class.. and me and jess were HELLA joking around.. like the whole day.. we havnt laughed that much in a long asss time.. hehe.. just giggling at anything.. haha she has this obsession with me "shaking my booty" hahahaha dum de dum dum.. shake your booty.. hahahah -muwahs- babe ur such a dork! foreals.. and thats where the new pics came from!! sigh.. smiling all day is the way to go -=)

then my babes left and met up with SiMPLiCiTY.. dayam it! me, christina, jona, and khat (all the girlfriends of simplicity) should start our own group!! yes indeed we will.. we'll be called "COMPLEXiTY" hahaha high five! -=P  but yeah.. aww deng.. my babes has drama.. sigh.. but thank goodness its not her drama!! YyYyYyEeEeAaAaHhHhHh but its good shes the advicer for her friends.. dont worry babes.. u are keeping out of it.. -=) and EEWWW!! i told u thats not the ONLY reason why she called u.. she wants ur nutz! haha but they belong to me PWAHAHAHAHA -muwahs- miss u babes and i miss my phone again.. sigh.. haha jk jk babes -=P

- [ meg & jes 022603 10:55 ]- haha shake ur booty
 

spinnin : heaven (slow version) - dj sammy
mood :   content -=)

school was boring as usual.. i wrote my baby a poem today.. during math hehehe.. sigh.. i hope she believes me.. -=/ here it goes..

i never thought i could feel this way again
babe.. you leave me speechless
i dont even know where to begin
if you could only infiltrate my thoughts and see
how much u really mean to me
youve become my world.. and so much more
you are my everything.. only you i adore
our relationship has its ups and downes
laughs and tears.. smiles and frowns
we've come so far.. baby dont look back
you are my future and thats a fact
there is no question.. its all about you
i promise jess.. ill stay faithful and true
so no need to worry.. just be strong
within your arms.. is the only place i belong
wen i breath.. i take you in
hate to think of how it would have been
if we didnt share this bond we share
meg & jess.. the perfect pair

well.. there it is.. hmm.. so many people ask.. "wats up with u two.. are u guys together yet?" haha .. no.. we arnt together.. we are completely satisfied with how things are.. why mess up a perfect relationship by making things official?.. becoming official brings expectations.. ferget that.. theres so much time for that later.. its almost been 6 months since we met.. sigh.. i melt into her -=) haha its funny wen people say.. stuff like.. "awwww do u love her?" and stuff.. haha .. we havnt said the words.. and i dont think its gonna happen soon.. ive said those words before.. and i thought i ment it.. this time around im careful.. those words arnt gonna be spoken until there is no doubt in my heart.. that that person is "the one".. and im going to be shur this time that it is much much more than extreme infatuation.. it'll happen wen it'll happen.. no rush.. i have the rest of my life.. -=) ooo and for those who see me and jes always say 143 and stuff.. to us that means I MISS YOU.. not i love you.. hehe people tarnish the meaning of 143.. using it in there everyday vocab.. to anyone.. 143 will forever mean to us.. I MISS YOU.. 831 means i love you.. 8 letters 3 words.. 1 meaning.. GET IT RIGHT! and dont misuse it.. SUCKA!

hmm.. after school i chilled at romes crib.. and fell asleep.. YAY! me.. hazel.. bao.. and jerome are gonna take pics on friday.. HOPEFULLY! i hope i hope i hope.. but yeah.. then me.. jes.. and ruby went to a park on aborn.. where theres a waterfall.. and took pics for my photo class.. dayam! i cant wait to post those.. they'll be ILL NANA!! haha 823 jess.. sigh.. lets make it last -=)

L.S.A high five =P

-[ meg'e & jes'm 022503 8:50 pm ]- ur a spaz babe!